N.A.M.K.

"Purest Of Pain"

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call

but I couldn't fight it

I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it

and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you

and maybe someone else is standing there beside you

but there's something baby that you need to know

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying

I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies

the courage that I need to live

the air that I breathe

carino mio, my world becomes so empty

my day's are so cold and lonely

and each night I taste

the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day

that it didn't hurt me when you walked away

but to tell you the truth I can't find my way

and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying

I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back...

still loving you..

the eyes i never forget.
the voice that makes me breathless.
the smile i never want to miss.
and the name that makes me smile.

but that Goodbye, i never wanted to hear.

but i guess, if i love you
i should let you move on
and you just did.

congratulations :)

Like We Used To :)

if only it were me instead of him

2 years, 5 weeks and 3 days ago. oh you know how i felt that time.

Will he love you like i loved you
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you like you're invisible
With every words he'll say?

Can you promise me if these was right?
Don't throw it all away.

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things?
LIKE WE USED TO.

well i'm a sucker for that feeling and that happens all the time

(dotdotdot)

TRIALS

hrmm,, we shall see. raya tak mcm raya je:( balik rumah study. mcm takde life oh. n everytime when i'm signing in my blog,msti teringt kenangan. haihhh, i guess now i know why i dont go online often.

(dot dot dot... otak blank ________________)

AHHH, SUDAH LA, tido lagi bagus.

Never Say Never

Somethings we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,

picture, you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
I WILL BE YOUR GUARDIAN
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we pull it together
pull it together, together again

don't let me go, Sayang.

Sorry so sorry

I'm sorry.

SERIOUSLY I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID.

all my words n what i did, i'm so sorry. its hard for me to take it. i just can't lie to myself anymore. n i just want you to know how sorry i am. please, forgive me and please don't let me go. i want u to be mine. the biggest mistake of my life is to let u go. what i thought was, by that way we can be even closer but i was wrong. i was wrong all the time. i lied a lot. lies just give me PAIN. it didnt give me any happiness. all i can see, i'm losing u, u're getting further n i can no longer see u smiling at me. please, i'm so sorry. sorry for not respecting you. i didn't mean to cause you pain. well i hope that we can still be friend. it all depends on you because i had changed. and things will never be the same. if only i could get back in time..

I'M SORRY AND TRULY SORRY..

Your Guardian Angel

Iloveyou and Imissyou

a little love will always remain

:(

GAGAL DENGAN CEMERLANG!

sory ibu, abah! angah gagal jwb paper ngn baik.

tp angah akn jd insan yg cemerlang!

ye, angah bukan loser mcm along! ;D

Single A, Double Z:)

CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE LONGER.

GO FOR HIM,
HE NEEDS YOU
AND PLEASE DON'T GO FOR ANY OTHER GUYS.
TRUST ME, HE'S SO INTO YOU.
DEEPLY AND TRULY, HE DOES.
OKEY?

THREE
*forever be your bestfriend:)

ALONGG!

Along tak aci oh. tgk bola tak ajk. i am soo going to tell ayah.
oh lupe
eh.tak yah la merajok lg doe. balik la rumah!
ANGAH RINDUUUUUUU ALONGGG!
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Aahh,, bodoe la aku-_-

keluar pintu, ingat nak beli top up,
on motor, buka pagar,
pandang luar, nampak Myvi
-ok, fine. ramai org ade Myvi oren-
naik motor, ingat nak pergi kedai MERAH CILI API,
tp malas, jauh sgt so pergi kedai terdekat je.
JENG JENG JENG!
alamak, die ade! betul lah Myvi tu
tunggu kat luar dulu,, chillin chillin.
pura-pura check phne,
patu, intai intai,
ishh, lamenye die kat dalam
FINE, masuk dlm, pandang bawah je *malu leeeeeee
BOOM! yes! hampir lggr die! tp tak lggr pun:(
pandang pandang,
mata shiny shiny! kelip kelip!
senyum ke tak nak senyum?
die pun mcm "senyum ke tak nak senyum?"
gah, due2 senyum tak senyum! -_-
tunduk, jalan je.
ahaa, mntk top up kat akak tu tersengih je,,
pandang luar, tgk die jln.
kerek gile ohhh!
tp, heheheeeee, asl la aku tak lggr die en?
:D

*yes,, finally managed to post 90% in BM!

congrats dude!

yeay,, results! sucks
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BM D *
ENG A
MATHS A-
ADD MATHS C
SEJ B-
BIO B
PHY B+
CHEM B
AG A
ACC A-
EKO B+

SPM TAHUN NI WOHH!
>.< BM-D! jom,, berbahasa melayu la macam nie -__________-"

:)

A good memory is needed once we have lied.
And I lied too much, just for the sake of
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